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I didn't place which is no suprise to me. I definitely have areas to work on. I am happy that I went through with it. It was a great experience and something I will try for again in the future.

Feeling better this morning. Diet is chicken and asparagus only. Water will stop at 3. I can't wait for tomorrow! It feels weird not working out at all.

So serious doubt about my competition is setting in. Am I just fooling myself? Either way I am going through with it. I know I have people that believe in me but my doubts are far out weighing their praises. Am I defined enough? Too thin? Posing? Talk about stepping out of my comfort zone!!!! I am actually not nervous yet. Just worried that I will disappoint my team.

I woke up at 4am to do 45 minutes of cardio. Diet change of course : 3oz of chicken, 1/4 cup brown rice, 6 asparagus. Still taking Dandelion root pills and drinking 2 galllons of water. I feel weak and very thin. No matter what though I will go through with this. I did take the week off from my other 2 jobs so I can focus on my training and my clients. Posing is better but still not where I want it.

When you are down you "find out who your true friends are"....maybe but mostly you find out what you are made of. Do you face life, face your choices, standby them or do you take the easy rode when it gets a little rough and Hide? Yeah facing life my be harder but trust me it is worth it in the end. Time to back it up all the B.S.!!